[ meshell ]

2010-11-29T08:51:00.000-08:00

freedom!! like finally. been going shopping these days. well, people i created a new blog!! MonoMute. do checkout yea. still deciding whether to permanently move though. ciaos~

2010-03-13T02:29:00.000-08:00

AHHH RITEEE! mixuer has finally decided to blog! okay, SA1 is drawing near and i know i should be studying but due to some complaints! i have to keep this blog alive!!! ahh rite, today, SOMEONE(ahem*coughs* haha!) supposed to go to NTU open house with me but last minute cant so yea i asked shan to accompany me last minute too! only found out later that i woke her up just for that! so sorry! anyway, when we reached NTU, we were like lost and started to roam around. The whole effing school is so big that you have to walk like miles to reach another school of another faculty and i was wanting to see the school of art, design and media sooooo we (especially me) try to be smart and tried to go there on our own. walk one dam round and didnt get there cause it was time for the accountancy talk. ONLY then we realised all the talks were held at the same area where we passed a thousand times! including the ADM talk. STUPID SIA. OHH ya so after the talk, me and shan was dam hungry yet the whole effing place no decent place to eat! we were dam tired and hungry plus shan not feeling well already, i decided to give up waiting for the next session of the talks so i suggest we leave. So me and shan went all the way back to amk and ate our lunch at like 4? walked around and amk hub then left for home. overall i felt bad dragging shan out on top of that she wasnt feeling well halfway. overall today was dumb but at least i got to meet up with shan! :) alright ciao~! til next time! (which i dont know when HAHAHA)

2010-02-10T07:25:00.000-08:00

You got me all excited when there ain't a thing.

You just don't know how much i hoped and dreamed.

Honestly, it'll never happen.

2010-02-01T06:46:00.000-08:00

I know you're always here when there's no one else.

2010-01-16T06:47:00.000-08:00

yay! went shopping with carol today. first stop was to 313@somerset! visited their uber big F21 and bought a top. later to far east and camped at fullhouse, drink milk tea and talked talked talked! after the long talk, we went to stroll around and my feet hurts like shit so i ended up buying a slipper. then continue with our window shopping. conclusion, singapore is so sian! nothing to buy!!! sad. anyways, after that i headed home at 5.45, followed mum to fetch my bro from tuition, at the same time i met up with josh to pass his UBER belated birthday card. haha SO LONG NEVER SEE HIM ALREADY! okay thats like a rough idea how was my day like today. oh and i just got nagged by my mum saying i always spend money online and end up those things are not that pretty. GRRRR.... oh well ciao~

2010-01-02T10:50:00.000-08:00

YO HOOO! CHANGED BLOGSKIN! it looks awesome! what do you think people? :) hmm, havent been posting these days cos im super lazy, my apologies. ohh well, ITS A NEW YEAR ALREADY! i don't really have any new year resolutions but yea, hope this year will be cool. yawns, kay this is just a short post to warm up a little, i'll try to post more often! (coughs* hope so la huh) CIAO~

2009-12-13T05:38:00.000-08:00

WEEEEE! finally posting again! :) alright lets start from dont know when, i went out with wilson, carol and jeffrey to like kill our boredom at home.THE NIGHT BEFORE, we had a hard time deciding where to go and do what. SO THEN, we decided to eat at astons and watch mulan. HOWEVER, on that day itself we went to watch couples retreat instead because of SOMEBODY (*ahem*). but the movie was awesome! strongly recommended! :) ohh and before that when we ate lunch at astons, wilson and jeff (okay mainly jeff) start staring at the waiters (guys), commenting and stuff. funny stuff happened. shall not elaborate.

OKAY, head on tooooooooo.... erm, class outing on the 10th! yes. it was awesome! i was late as usual. reached pasir ris at like only 9.30 when we are supposed to meet at 9.00. FREAKING EARLY! then we head on to pasir ris park! rented bikes and jared plus carol rented the double. so funny when they started off. everyone were like ahead already, they were still at the gate screaming. lols! kay then we cycled for like 2hrs. halfway through we went to the playground. well the guys wanted to play the "spiderweb" yea so i was bird's substitute camera woman then somehow sort of i got force up the web! OMG FREAKING SCARY. I AM NOT GOING UP THOSE AGAIN. after cycling we went to buy the bbq stuff at fairprice ehub! and downtown east to get the marinated food. then to out bbq pit! it was scotching hot! i started opening my umbrella and yea more umbrellas start to appear! we started fire early, bbq-ed, played cards and yea. UBER FUN!!! oh and jeffrey was being a primitive! he was freaking cracking coconuts MANUALLY. i took pictures on birds cam, check out on fb when carol post them. it was freaking funny. yupp so as a result, we finished our food at 7+. went to play pool and i lost all games! lost to ryan (who first time play), cheryong and WILSON (3 freaking times!). im dam noob! who wants to be my billard teacher??? :) okay anyways, it was only 10.30 wen we went to ryan's place toplay cards again and xbox tennis! i was out for 15hrs! practically the longest day i was out mannnn.. really had fun that day.

Next was yesterday, i went orchard to meet carol, wilson, jeff and cheryong bfr they went to catch new moon. went to far east to shop then to 313@somerset then cineleisure. my feet especially my pinkie was dam painful! wrong choice of shoes. was suffering the whole day. alright at 6 i headed home while they went fr their movie. reached home, took off those freaking shoes, my feet felt heavenly. HAHAHA. okay chao~ heading for cruise tml! will be back on 18th! don't miss me people! :)

2009-12-07T09:03:00.000-08:00

LOVE YOU HAYLEY.

LOVE YOUR HAIR!!!! :)

2009-11-22T23:05:00.000-08:00

Everyday, putting up a smile seemed so difficult. and each time i put up one, i feel so unnatural. i know whats happening somehow either. i know how are you like. Somehow i can see through those eyes of yours that you're hiding. Now whatever you said, i have doubts about it. to think of it, i used to be like you. before i know it, i've been forgotten like always. out of my 17 fucking years, i have never found more trust than from my heart. anyway it doesn't matter anymore. i've learnt not to give my fullest. not everyone can contain it and the one getting hurt will only be yourself.

2009-11-21T10:18:00.000-08:00

sorry guys, i was too lazy and didn't have the mood to blog these days. BUT ANYWAY IM FINALLY POSTING NOW! :] alright today, erm i mean yesterday, went to jared house to supposingly do homework. went there late cos i was too tired from staying up late the previous night so i refused to wake up early lols. so yupp reach there at like 1.30? they were cooking soba, fish balls, etc. jared got burnt and it was dam epic, jeffrey got a tiny weeny cut and he kept complaining about it. LOLS! anyway, watch them eat while watching EMAs tooo. then we played dai di, two vs two. there was sort of an alliance between me, elizaberth and wilson (extra :P), jared and carol with cheryong. alright then jared's mum called whether we wanted ang gu kueh yea so she can only bring back at 7pm. bird left first while me, jeff, carol and wilson watch funny videos. we were literately laughing our asses off la.. super funny and we were effing loud. so at around 6.30? jared's mum called so she and cheryong went down to help carry stuff up. at first jared said her mum brought back 2 peng kueh, 6 ang gu kueh and 10 soon kueh for us. so me and carol though kay, just enough. BOOOMZXZX! to our surprise, its 2 peng kueh, 6 ang gu kueh and 10 soon kueh FOR EACH OF US. HOLY SHIT. IT WAS LIKE WOW DAM LOT. ohh well thanks jared's mum alot anyways! super nice kuehs. :] okay i think i better head to bed now BYE!! (wonder when will be the next time i'll be posting. oh well!)

2009-10-31T08:22:00.000-07:00

HMM, A LOOOOOOOOONNNNGGGGG TIME SINCE I POSTED. alright today went back to school to rehearse for OP, before that met up with jongwon, cheryong and julian at macs, jared carol and wilson came late. HAH! i was punctual for once! anyway so we ate breakfast then headed to school. after rehearsing, we (+ gary, julian went home) went to tampines1 and ate subway for lunch! then we went to mini toons, artbox then TOYS'R US. IT WAS DAM FUN! LAUGHED ALOT. jared was so dam engrossed with the toys la. like some 3 year old kid. played one toy to another. and jongwon kept taking videos! check out on facebook! ohh and i have to complain now the toys kids get are like so high teched la! what barbie laptop and shit. WHY I DONT HAVE!??!?!? :( anyway, while i was looking at some stuff, carol threw a huge bloody freaking fly toy at me la! holy shit i jumped and screamed! and mastermind was jared. HATE YOU PEOPLE! *cries* anyway, loved today. :]

ANYWAY, CLASSIC PHOTO OF THE DAY: MODEL GARY! HAHAHA!

2009-10-10T20:04:00.000-07:00

WEEEE! EXAMS ARE EFFING OVER! YAY! im like so stress free now and enjoying myself. however, im like still a tiny wheeeny bit worride about my results. really hope i could get A for maths and chemistry! pray dam hard. i dont wanna retain either! oh well, yesterday i was dam tired already so i didnt post so yupp. About yesterday, was out to celebrate me and jared's belated birthday. first we went to cineleisure, (i was late as usual all of them are already "camping" there) to buy the tickets. Jared, carol, jeffrey, julian, wilson, cheryong and jongwon were all present! HA! BIRD WAS LATER THAN ME! ohhh and after we bought our tix, we had a 10 - 15 min walk? yupp to far east supposingly but we ended up at orchard ION. took loads of pictures as though we were tourists lols! anyway, we then went to the basement to buy stuff to eat. there we go ohm ohm ohm chomping our stuff as we twirl around the basement saying " eh this is nice!" *points at food here and there* LOLS! alright then we went to crumpler as requested by elizaberth, apparently we are already outside the shop, bird still went to the directory to "find" the crumpler shop when it was like just behind her? HAHA BLURR QUEEN! anyway, yuppp roamed around to wait for kenneth to arrive and took loads of random/ emo pictures HAHA. kenneth arrived, we went in converse to check out some shoes then went down the escalator to muji. WOW they got nice pens there! ohhh and i wanted to buy the big container of colour markers it looks dam cute la. but i didnt buy it in the end shall buy it some other day! :] jared saw her friend so yupp they talked while the guys were playing on the not operating LONG (like 3 storeys high!!!) escalator and took pictures while people on the top floor was like about to come down, they saw the bunch of guys obstructing the way downstairs, they went to the other escalator. dam funny. alright our legs were like aching like shit? so we took a 5 min break sitting at the side of the escalator. SO AWKWARD LA! but who cares?! my leg tired laaaaa...jongwon was picture spamming the whole day, got loads of my unglam photo. OHH and after the 5 min rest, we head back to cine to catch our movie. we had 30 min before the show so we went arcade. me, jongwon, jared and carol were spamming photos in the neoprint machine (making use of the lighting only HA) yuppp gt nice pictures then watched terry and wilson play the basketball shooting thingy. waliao terry dam pro la, almost everything in. he was like grinning to himself. kay so we watched SURROGATES! DAM NICE! WOHOOOO! then went to suntec to eat Aston. then bought donuts and go home! apparently the rest went to jared house to play mahjong. leaving me and jeff out. :( i go emo. ohh well when i went home, i was like repeating the storyline for surrogates like a thousand times la so thirsty. HAHHA OHH! I WANNA WATCH TIME TRAVELLER's WIFE AND JENIFER's BODY! WHO WANNA WATCH WITH ME?!?!?! :D anyway no pictures people, i lazy post. too many wait til i make it into a collage then i post it up yea? kay end of story! today is another stress free day! YAY....

2009-09-19T09:36:00.001-07:00

girl i have to say. forget about it and get moving. possibilities are low. YOU ARE NOT THE ONE! so quit dreaming. theres no point waiting. you have waited long enough. put off this nonsense and SHOW HIM THAT YOU ARE WAY MUCH MORE THAT HE COULD HAVE!

yes, im out of this.

2009-09-12T09:30:00.000-07:00

i finally went out of the dam house today! WOHOO! yupp. studied with carol and jongwon at parkway mac's. supposingly, we should meet up at 11am. BUT carol and me were on the phone late the previous night til like 2.30 am? yea so i was uber tired? then carol called me in the morning at like 9? yea so i was like eh im dam tired la, can we meet at 12.30 instead? carol was like i dam tired too! apparently after we hung up that night she continued watching disney channel on her sis phone til 4+ am -.- okay so we are set at 12.30. i woke up at only 10.30? stil dam sleepy. mum was screaming why am i still in my pj and not eaten breakfast yet. so i ate breakfast slowly roam around the house, supposed to leave house at 11 BUT 11 im still at home in pj. HAHA. alright went to change and tied my hair redy to set off at 11.30. its fast for me already kay! hmm then i felt like peeing, went to the toilet. !*&#*&&#% DAM PANTS ZIP SPOIL. LUCKY I HAVEN LEAVE HOUSE YET. i was lazy to change to another outfit so yea, i started pinning the dam pants. freaking shit la i was like spending half and hour in the toilet pinning la! -.- wrong choice man. so i only left house at 12+. HAHA! SUPER LATE AS USUAL.reached eunos and waited for the dam bus for ALMOST HALF AN HOUR! dam it la. i reached macs at 1.30pm. wow wow wow. HAHA! oh well thats just me. kay met some weird people in macs like theres this man at the table beside us. randomly talking to us APPARENTLY, he said something like waaa so hardworking ar? why study at macs sia? go library la got sooo many libraries. then he start complaining about his drink. but no one answered him at all. LOLS! i didnt even know he was talking to us la! i thought he was mumbling some stuff until carol told me. not long later, a woman sat beside our table, and stared at jongwon's paper giving the *hmmm... interesting i think i can figure that out. give me time* face. LOLS! i looked at carol and she was like wadddd... then i was laughing my ass off la! okay so we were then chased out of macs and headed to the library. finished functions! yay but supposed to finish dc tutorials too but nahhhh. haha! kay, so we ate at subway and left for home. :]

i know it will be stubborn for me to wait even when i knew that your heart is taken. yet i cant help myself from falling. i have no idea whats in your mind, i can only tell you mine. you really mean something to me. i wanna scream iloveyou at the top of my voice but im afraid someone else will hear me.

2009-09-03T05:34:00.000-07:00

HAPPPY BIRTHDAY TERRY!!!

(sorry ar no other pictures of you)

Anyway, today was another long day in school. class celerbrated the birthdays of the september babies(that includes me! haha) with 4 'Sara Lee' cakes decorated with m&ms. lols! and it was like one cake one word and the cake with the "SEPT" was the prettiest, done by jeffrey. *yes i know jeff, you did the nicest cake, i don't deny it* He kept asking around to prove that his was the best. haha. oh and we bought a small basketball soft toy for terry and 4 PAIRS OF SOCKS! LOLS! yea... OHHH! and i went up to the board to present my answer for physics today... :]

september babies! :]

JONGWON!!!! i was still chewing my rice la look at my puipui face..

09S21 :D

2009-08-31T06:57:00.001-07:00

:( today was a bad day. carol didnt come to school, jared didnt come to school too. bird had council duty. how nice to start my day. fell asleep during gp lesson. freaking boring. then the teacher's day concert was awesome! ahhh at least something to brighten my day. BUT i didnt manage to go back deyi today. teacher zao already go for what?? yea went back home. uber bad day i emphasize again. slept for like two hours? seriously in deep sleep! only woke up at 4? washed up but still my brain is not functioning well. studied atomic structure. for dinnner, i ate crabs. F-ing boring, bad, down day. i wish someone could turn things round for me today....

i know im imperfect and im not worth for your attention.

2009-08-30T07:06:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUNZHE!

this is bad, i have not been doing much studying these few days. promos are coming.. what to do?! flung it like mid years?! freaking stress right now.

2009-08-29T07:41:00.000-07:00

hmmm, lets start with yesterday. ended school at 12.30? had GP STAR and teacher say next week no star so said star was going to be 2hours! i was like OMG NO WAY. first thing in my mind was like SO NOT GOING. yea so i came up with this brilliant plan to pon with my attendance marked. *MUAHAHA with the evil grin* anyway so i went home to change and headed to orchard to meet carol. as usual i wasnt on time. -.- ohhh well so we shopped at ion. bought a top and skirt at pull and bear. ate at fish & co. waaaa and i held my pee dam long la! cant even find a toilet at ION la! its like sign board says ' ->' looks left NOTHING! walked through one freaky door which led to a dam quiet walkway with NOTHING. i got scared and came out. FREAKING SHIT so i held my pee til we went to taka to buy bread for carol's sis. oh and i saw junzhe. he waled past me twice without knowing. blind guy. anyway yea so called him and said hi. alright FINALLY TOILET! gosh... lols! okay so i went home late, mrt was freaking packed, so i missed one. reached home only at 10+. so today went studying with carol, bird, jared and charmaine. all i can say is that today was not as productive. i didnt get to practice any chem equilibria questions. ohh well at least i revised finish and almost complete my mind map. anyway, so i was late too like again. (this is bad. i should cut the habit) met up with junzhe to pass him his present and followed him to eat and saw arun and gang (lols!) at kfc so went in and say hi. we talked and arun showed me never ending magic tricks again. AND I EXPOSED HIS TRICK KAY! i saw him taking 2 cards! but he still denied. i tried to do but failed. ohh well went back to starbucks to study then had ajisen for dinner but i didnt manage to finish :(

charmaine, elizaberth, carol, jared, me!!! (i look dam fat can :[ )

me and arun

me and junzhe

2009-08-17T03:07:00.000-07:00

okay, finally i blogged... lets start with last monday? went to watch G.I Joe with carol, cheryong, wilson and jeffrey. Nice movie but i don't know why, im not amazed. LOL anyway, then ate ALONE at pastamania and started emo-ing which i have no freaking idea why i was? yupp, thats about last monday... head on to last thursday!nothing much about thursday but went to the japanese cemetry for chinese.. the bus ride was kinda long? when we reached there, everyone was so dam paranoid... then jared was dam scared. LOL, everytime someone tried to joke, she will say " EH! DON'T ANYHOW TALK CAN?" thats not all! she suddenly cried! i was like omg what happened?!?!?! you know why? cos she pointed at something. -.- ohh well, went back to school, and lessons all the way! *yawns* alright, so now let me tell you about saturday. met up with junzhe, arun, and cheryl for lunch. as usual, i was late. ate at aston's. IT WAS DAM NICE! love the food, clap hands for JUNZHE'S recommendation!!!! :] okay, talked while eating.. update each other with our lives. Arun talked alot! haha and ate finish last. then, he showed us his magic tricks and junzhe kept trying to screw him up. lols! had a great time.. miss those times we had in the art room doing dumb stuffs.. SO! TODAY! nothing really special but i dont know why, is it me or is it that my gp tutor keep aiming me today? hmmm, oh well. ohhh! and during pw lesson, mrs lee started asking us what are the helplines and stuff. yea, then she asked what does SOS mean. apparently, no one really knows. so the seminar room was quiet. suddenly ryan just said SAVE OUR SUSHI. LOLS! THE WHOLE CLASS BURST OUT LAUGHING! it was the joke of the day. okay, thats all! bye peeps! :]

2009-08-09T01:45:00.000-07:00

yesterday went to parkway to study with carol and bird. but before heading to parkway, met carol at eunos first. she didnt see my msg that i sent so she ask me to wait for her at the bus stop.

me: which bus stop? i dont know how to go!

carol: okay okay you come out of the mrt, dont go the sweet talk side go the other side. then you will see a traffic light and there is the bus stop.

okay, so i remembered that sweet talk was on the right along with POSB so i WENT LEFT! all the way pass the coffee shop and stuff to the bus stop. apparently i see no traffic light. so i msged carol i dont know which bus stop she talking about. then carol called

carol: where are you?

me: bus stop?

carol: huh? you go the sweet talk that side isit?

me: noooo. i walk soo long see no sweet talk! im at the coffe shop side.

carol: okay you got walk past POSB rite?

me: wth! isnt POSB the sweet talk side????

okay, lets compare me and carol's understanding of "the side" + carol's instructions(see map below)

what a difference... hmmm. okay so we were 40mins late schedule. reached parkway and ate subway. start work at mac and bird left early at 6+? yupp left me and carol. THEN! carol was stuck at this physic tutorial question about the speed of satellite which orbits the moon. so she asked me what is the radius of the moon but i had no freaking idea. so i took a look at the paper. hmmm i hesitated, thinking hard of how to solve it when we dont have the info we needed. then i discovered something... -.-ANYWAY, me and carol (sick again) ate mac for dinner. and carol made a tissue mountain at the corner of our table la. lols! okay so we left mac at 8. so out we gooo! walk walk walk.

me: eh carol i think i lost my phone.

carol: wad??! check properly.

i searched no phone. go back to mac, no phone. PANIC. carol called my phone and i searched my bag again. lols! it was in my bag all the while. hmmm... okay end of day. :]

2009-07-31T05:46:00.000-07:00

YAY FINALLY IM POSTING AGAIN. anyway, back track people! was it last saturday? yupp, we needed to get the stupid arse ndpeeps thingy done sooo i organised a last minute recuitment to take photos of theme ndp 2009! we went down to city hall and strolled around spamming photos and ended up at clarke quay. phew, my legs were aching already! ohh and when we were at city hall, the weather was freaking hot? so we went to starbucks to chill.. AND GUESS WHAT? i saw jacklyn and denise! lol almost couldnt recgonise denise sialllll.. anlright let the photos do the talking. oh and did i mention? we saw LIVERPOOL that day! lols! tadaaaaaa!

waaaa long post aye? LOL! havent finish yet! so sad....... hahaha. okay, wednesday was elearning day aka suck alot day. i would rather go to school man. wednesday was supposed to be my shortest day in school with only PE, CHEM and PHYS. then this stupid elearning day made it like a monday. BOOO!!! alright so i woke up early in the morning! 6 am getting ready to go to jared house to do elearning with bird and carol too. i was so reluctant to can? i wish i could sleep! ohh and stupid school made it compulsory to go online to submit our temperatures. its dam dumb la! anyway, reached jared's house at 8 on the dot! lols! ate sausage and egg Mcmuffin while setting my lappy. OH YA! and bird wanted to throw the rubbish altogether in one plastic bag. apparently, my harshbrown was still in there! omgggggg.. lols! luckily within the plastic bag was ANOTHER plastic bag containing my harshbrown, phew. okay, if you didnt get that part i understand. :] sooooo i still ate my harshbrown la. so we rushed all the assignments and quizzes like hungry mad dogs, screaming across the table that time is runnning out! to conclude, hate elearning.

these are jared's collections kay. and the first picture is only half of her accessory collection! theres another box full pf them! omg crazy woman. i think if she sell off all these, she can rent a house for a year! lols! jealous :[ anyway, we had a break in between so we started cam crazy with jared's shades she hardlywears.

END! BYEBYE!

2009-07-21T06:38:00.000-07:00

its kinda hard to supress but im tolerating because you. have you ever thought how hard is it to fake a smile? anyway, things have never gone my way.

2009-07-10T08:27:00.000-07:00

yo peeps! omg, havent been blogging for so long haha! anyway, 8th july was my brother's birthday, went out to dine at spring field taiwan porridge? if i did not remember wrongly its name. yupp the porridge was alright ordinary but! the dishes was like dam nice! although kinda small. you people should go there some time. yeah so then went for violin lesson went back home and CUT CAKE! I TELL YOU PEOPLE NEVER BUY MOCHA CAKE FROM CRYSTAL JADE MAN, seriously unless you really like to stuff yourself with loads of cream. theres hardly any cake! ingredients: 99% cream, 1% cake. when i ate it i was what the hell!!!!! yupp so heres the picture of "cake" plus birthday boy!!!! :]

ohh and i got freaking 2 Ds for my H2s. FREAKING 2 Ds! how im i gonna get into Uni? im so going emo. ohh well today went to plaza singapura to watch TRANSFORMERS 2 like finally!!!!! it was nice la, and there is soo going to have part 3! NEXT UP! im gona catch harry potter!!!!! muahahaaha. okay today wore high heels... total regret. toes aching like shit. and i bought a new bag yay. shopped at daiso, bought a brush pen dam cool.... ohh and i ate at lao beijing for dinner.. BEST MAN!!!! SUPER NICE! ahhaa ohhh! its 12! now all that ive said is yesterday! :] i know im a little high now pardon me, so dont have to mention it. bye!

2009-06-11T08:21:00.001-07:00

ohhh well, yesterday night i went bowling at kallang bowl. it was fun! but apparently i was dam noob. i dont have to mention the score but ya, i show you my best one! hahaha. :] okay, let the pictures do the talkting. i shall head one to elaborate today! hmmm, firstly, i forgot that physic start at 9am today sooo i skiped it. even if i rushed there it would be only 15 mins left of the lesson. so i only attended chinese! we went to eat at the indian shop during break. the food comes sooooo "fast" man. like as usual. it only came when out maths lecture starts in 5 mins time! i think you know what happens next. that was dam bad... im not going to allow that to happen again! and my CT knows that i didnt go for physics ARRRGH! but i told her already i forgotten. would it be okay? i seriously telling the truth at least... :[ okay, spent 2 hours of gpp consultation at 1pm! omg i almost fell asleep in front of teacher la. ahhaha so bball-ed after that, supposed to meet "people" but bird called so we went to meet her at ikea with the guys to study. hmmm. head home at 6.30, REACHED home at 8.00+. wow right? okay.end of day bye bye!

yay! last strike + spare! wooohooo~

i used 7 pounds!

my bro trying to bowl

nice picture right!

NO TOUCHING! aiyoyo, ben.... why touch? naughty!
me + bro

2009-06-11T07:02:00.000-07:00

MY DEAR READERS ATTENTION PLEASE: SCROLL DOWN> READ FROM BELOW!

7,8,9

4,5,6

1,2,3

do re mi!

judy, fadilah, shakeela, siti and me!

cute sia this picture

zhongsheng (seriously ar, he is a badddddd photographer!), siti and shakeela

+JUDY! (most right) this picture is nice!

okay.... im extra but nevermind!

me, fadilah, siti and shakeela (tahir extra at the back!)

me + siti

the blackies... lols! i mean shakeela + tahir!

me + tahir

me + yuning

me + jared

me + kenny

french horn wohooo~ afiq extra never wer tie....

shy french horn section! :]

at the back of the hall

the seatings

okay, this is on wednesday, 3rd june, PANORAMA! PEOPLE WELCOME TO ESPLANADE! omg it was my fist time performing in esplanade. it was a wonderful experience.the place was nice and big. anyway, we reported at 8.15 sharp in school and supposed to depart at 8.30! apparently i was the latest one. ahaha! the whole band was waiting for me at the foyer. so sorry! so when we reached esplanade we started rehersing again and again. and the intervals between our turn was dam long! band was the first and last item. imagine how long we have to be stuck in our backstage dressing rooms. it was dam boring. sooo me, shakeela and siti went to the green room to use the computers. shakeela searched on youtube pingyi marching band and deyi too! lols! and she started commenting that tahir dam black and she very good. ahaha and she also showed my how dark was she during syf period last year. lols! it was dam funny. okay, sooo dress up time! at around 4.30 after our dinner. ON STAGE at 7.10pm. people started coming in at 7.30? i guess. saw bihui, khairil, anna and josh right smack at the middle of the second floor. ahaha. but i didnt managed to spot 09S21 crazy arses! :] ohh well yup after the performance meet up with crazy arses at the loading bay which the are not supposed to enter? but nevermind. elizaberth was wearing like WOW! first time sia... ahaha and we took pictures and they gave me and jared flowers! soo sweet. head back to school unload instrument blah blah blah reached home at 12+? i was so tired, BOOM! ZZZZZZZZZZ on the bed.

group photo! :] i love this one best!

JEFFREY AGAIN. lol digging sumo nose.

JEFFREY! lols dumb face.

okay, im finally posting! ahhaa sooo this is what happened like last week? hmmm, is it monday? guess so, my mum, bro and me were supposed to shop on our own BUT a few people wanted me to follow them to shop for clothes for panorama. sooo HOW? in the end they end up tagging along with my mum and bro. how akward. well anyway, i first went to reddem some vouchers with my mum at lido and i parted alone to meet cy, jeff, wilson and caroline on the top floor. we slacked awhile then we went to meet my mum at taka, but my mum said we shop on our own first while she get some camp stuff for my bro. soo alright we roamed around and seriously shopping with guys was dam fun. ahaha. okay meet with mum ate at pepperlunch and then we spent another few hours just to search for a decent top for jeff and yay going to 10pm!!!! we finally found something for our dear uncle jeff. lols!

2009-05-23T08:21:00.000-07:00

early in the morning today, i was supposed to wake up at 7.30 and meet the people at 9 to go to cher yong house to do ggp. so alright my alarm rang at 7.30 am BUT i was super tired so i went back to sleep and woke up at 8.30! ahaha. yupp, caroline messaged me and say that she was tired too! sooo two lazy asses only reached cheryong house at 10.30! hehe. as soon as we reached his house, we didnt feel like doing work. then i forgot how the hell we started with webcaming when we are only a living room apart! ahaha it was dam funny. caroline, wilson, cheryong and terry didnt know that me, jeff and elibird at the other desktop could hear clearly what they were talking. overall it was dam stupid. OH! and as soon as the web cam was on, wilson cant stop touching his hair! ahahaha. no difference anyway. okay, sooo then we ordered mac and it took a loooooooooooong time to reach the door step. during our wait, some of us watched dragonball halfway. soooo after we got our stomachs full, we head to gpp! i was dam tired. and we started stacking on each other especially on jeff cos he clains that he is cute! ahahaha. okay, soo soon after, everyone except me, elibird and wilson started to watch shutter in the living room while me and wilson contd dragonball and elibird with her step up. those guys who were "shutter-ing" were dam funny. they kept screaming across each other and jumping on the sofa especially cheryong. and they kept : "ohh its coming! ohhhhh ohhh! here it comes!" and SCREAM and they all fall back to the sofa at the same time. me and elibird couldnt stop laughing at them! okay, after having enough laugh, me and elibird started camwhore. playing with all the effects on my webcam. it was dam funny. we looked totally retarded. they mahjong-ed, step-ed and we left cy's house at around 8pm? yupp headed down to tm and ate cafe cartel... and i went home while the rest whent to play bumper cars. heard it was fun. haiyaya i missed all the fun... sad! ohh well here are the cam crazy pics of the day~!

yay group photo! but terry is bot inside! sooo sad.. okay bye!

2009-05-21T08:35:00.000-07:00

yo peeps! today im dam high. ahaha i dont know why but yeah. basketball-ed and went home. and yea i found this video.. it was taken during sec 4? lols! halfway doing course work we did THIS! ahah. miss those days.. well enjoy!

2009-05-19T08:10:00.000-07:00

today, its just another boring day in school. i just hate tuesdays so short breaks and lots of tutorials. haiyaya, stayed back for edurace stuff and then went to play basketball. okay, although i don't really actively participate but yea. after that we went to eat at century square food court. i was dam depressed. dont ask why. yea... that about it.

i know that there is nothing wrong to get influenced.
i know that there is no fault in liking someone.
but trying to force two stones to make a spark?
thats just wrong.
i know that it was meant to be a joke.
but look at it now.
what is a joke?
what rights do you have to decide for others?
i have just enough. seriously.

2009-05-16T07:14:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!

OH AND HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY KHARIL!!!! :]

today, i went to out to eat dinner to celebrate my mum's birthday. yupp the food wad okay... ate crab and stuff. OH! and while peeling the crab shell, I GOT CUT! ouch. it was dam painful! ahaha. anyway, let the pictures do the talking...

this is the present me and my bro made for my mum. its a bear full of stars!!! ahaha

ben,me and mummy!

look at my bro's face.lol

ahahahaha. so cute right?

RANDOM PICTURES TOOK BY DONT KNOW WHO! DURING PW LESSON!

we were showing each other pretty girls and all the guys start crowding around. haiyaya!

yo gary! :]

pinch cyndia's head.. EEEK!

cyndia and jared

jared and terry. omg terry look like little boy here. ahaha

2009-05-11T00:00:00.000-07:00

yes finally i gt the chance to post! okay... track back to 9th of may! meet us with crazy asses! ahahaha. (this time, caroline included) the whole S21 went to changi airport to do our gpp. like wow its the first time the whole class is present. however, despite in the same area, jared's group didnt come and join us... grrrr. haha anyway we took like 1 hour to find a place to settle down! i was dying of hunger and my feet are aching already! okay... so we ate at popeye's and yupp head down to work. unfortunately my com died halfway! haiyaya. later we headed to wilson's house. me, elizaberth, cher yong and jeff went fr nothing. ahaha. ya. and then we went to eat dinner at 8 and i went home! :] the mrt ride was dam looong. soo i decided to have some fun! i smsed caroline and wilson: omg.. im lost. i think i took the wrong side how????

wilson: where are you now?

me: i duno.

then he called.

wilson: weh where are you?

me: you know what? i bluff you one.

WILSON KENA P-A-W-N-E-D! ahaha

NEXT,

caroline: what??? serious? where are you?

me: i duno..... (i forgot what i said but not importatnt)

then she called.(exactly like wilson sia! hehe)

caroline: where are you? (ohh shit she heard the mrt moving) you in the train or at the station???

me: i in the mrt..

caroline: okokay. what stop are you at already?

me: i duno....

(hahaha i couldnt stand it already!)

me: caroline, you know what?

caroline: wait, dont tell me you in the right line ar...

me: yes i am!!!! CAROLINE KENA P-A-W-N-E-D! tooo..... ahahaha

okokay... she is so going to kill me but nevermind! here are the pictures of that day.

random picture in the sky train.

jongwon, cheryong, terry, julian and wilson

the guys on the mrt. shangrong sleeping again. -.-

me, elizaberth and caroline

BYE! :]

2009-05-08T08:26:00.000-07:00

yo! went out with this babe today~

shan came over my place today to tidy ourselves before we head for apixels. it was freaking hot so we decided to take a cab. after the casting and stuff, we went to amk hub so i could buy some stuff which i didnt manged to, nevermind and met up with sam and shipei for dinner but i left. yupp, its been a long looooong time since i last hang out with shan. haiyaya, miss those days in secondary school. hmmms, anyway, track back to this morning in school. TODAY WAS MISS WONG's LAST DAY for teaching us gp, uncertain whether she would come back to teach. omg... i dont want to her to go, she is such a nice teacher. i dont want lzb! ohh and after school, went to eat lunch with some crazy asses (except caroline). ahahaha. okay, end of day. just got scolding from my mum man... better hit the sack now. BYE!

2009-05-07T06:40:00.000-07:00

yesterday was band syf. and ohh no, we got silver again. haiyaya, im like super sad now cuz i thought we sounded super good.... nevermind about that as long as we are a gold band in our own hearts. :] well these are some pictures on syf day!

felicia, me. siti. ohhh and siti ate like 4 apple pies and 1 and half bread? she was publicizing it the whole day la. ahahaha.
felicia, me, sit and shakeela. love this picture alot.

okay... i wanted to get into the picture okay. and felicia was an ass. posted on facebook. but hey this is funny kay? woohooo sexy ar my leg. ahaha. ignore that.

AHAHA. this is tahir and zhong sheng. i dont know whats up with the constipated faces but yea. this is dam freaking funny. stole it on facebook. :]

2009-04-29T08:54:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JONGWON AND RYAN!

okay... this is like the shortest post you ever seen. damn tired this shall be the end of it. ARRRGH! homework.... tons of it.

2009-04-24T05:09:00.000-07:00

yesterday during physics practical seesion, we were supposed to heat and cool the water and record the temperature change. while i was heating the water.. i got a sudden urge to go do BIG business. HAHA! so i went and came back. so, we are supposed to put the heated water into a test tube in immerse it in ice water. jared and i have to redo again and again because we just can't get the set up right. FINALLY, everything was ready but we werent prepared.

JARED: michelle! faster faster start timing!

ME: okok! (i quickly picked up the stop watch pressing the start button at the same time. just about when i thought i was clever and efficient...)

*PIAAAANNNGGG!!* the stop watch dropped into the sink! OMG.... i t was dam funny. the battery cover and batteries all came off. haha ohhh how clumsy! NEVERMIND. thats not all. okay, so the temperature is not rite again... i went to take more ice.

JARED: haiyo, why you take so small only...

ME: aiya nevermind la faster....

failed again... so i go get more ice. really MORE ICE.

ME: NAH!!!! (hold one big chuck of ice with both hands)

jared just looked at me and laughed. we were dam high. haha! okay, thats like in school. after school me and zheng hui went to tampines mart to get tracing paper for our chinese project. seriously i got to admit, zheng hui is not as geeky as she looks, she is some joker la!

JUST LOOK AT HER! getting excited of a girly notebook.haha

freaking mosquito. bite my heel what a spot! damn itchy. been scratching it all day!

2009-04-20T07:11:00.000-07:00

feeling damn depressed today. im not participating in syf. known it i should have joined tennis or shooting instead. its damn unfair like change my instrument then now take me out of syf. hais... im useless in everything i do... but nevermind... i still get the record in my sgc. i shall end here. i just needed to voice out.

2009-04-20T06:36:00.000-07:00

REWIND!!

hmmm.. sunday was a busy day. jared, wilson, shang rong, zhenghui and sinying came to my house today to do the chinese project. we were supposed to start work at 9! BUT!!! haiyoyoyo.... people going 8.30 already still haven reach city hall. haha i woke up late to fetch them too. SORRY LA! but nevermind. we managed to do finish the product ONLY. not bad.. haha and shang rong was dam high dunno why.... and GUESS WHAT. i brought up a packet of DORITOS, went down to make some toast, KA BOOM BANG! chips gone in MINUTES! soooo big packet leh! waliao... haiya, anyway here are some pictures.

sexy legs! hahaa which leg most sexy one? (duh, then is mine)

ARRIVAL!

START WORK!

crazy arse of the day.

waaa... wilson damn engrossed.

do project la shang rong! do homework... tsk.

go zheng hui! the wraping pro?

ME!

Me again. waliao weh.. the line damn hard to draw straight sia.

COME ON!!! time is running out!

guess who?

random picture. but nice rite

Group photo. :]

final product! TADA!!i know it looks like some ancient coin or something BUT ITS COOL KAY! haha.

2009-04-08T07:30:00.000-07:00

YAY... welcome Newton Moore Senior High School Concert Band! haha..*didnt manage to take pictures with the cute guy bt nevermind* haha sooo erm, had chemistry quick check today again.HOPE I PASS!!!! please oh pleaseeee... okay its like 10.30 already i go to go hit the sack. let the pictures do the talking then. (sorry people not all pictures in. when karen sent it to me then i update :])

NMSH F.Horn player (sorry forgot your name), Felicia, ME, Kenny

Felicia,ME,Karen

2009-04-04T19:57:00.000-07:00

pictures of yesterday's newspaper collection. we were crazy about the trolleys that day. i had a great time.

why julian? tired after those trolley rides?

say cheese! haha. look at jeffery's gay pose.

OMG. LOOK AT BEN AND KENNETH. tsk tsk tsk.

class guys

poor jeffery

random picture

09S21!!

2009-04-01T06:44:00.000-07:00

another boring day at school... nothing much happened. but during band, felicia got terrible cramps and went home. she caught a fever, hopes she gets well soon. anyways, have you ever experienced not being heard or while you are so engrossed in sharing your story but in the end you realised no one was even listening? sometimes i wonder is it me that i speak too softly thus you can't hear me or is it that you are just lazy to reply? even more so i feel like just going right smack in front and scream at their faces. i decided. i shall stay in silence from now. oh my god. i miss the old days. i miss the clique, deyi band and EVERTHING. why do we have to move on?

2009-03-28T00:31:00.000-07:00

damn freaking stressed right now. feeling so useless, and confused. how can i hold myself up again. i don't want to put up another empty promise. i don't want her to go. losing her would be the last thing i would want to happen. i need a compass, a compass that never points north. it points to happiness.